I want to signal independence, freedom, being brave and trusting in your own abilities. Yes, she is jumping off a cliff, but it doesn't look like she is scared, or jumping to commit suicide. If it looks like that I've failed while making the picture ;)
I often get obsessed with details in my paintings, which is a good thing when you paint realistically, but not that good if you want to paint more freely. My spanish mentor always believed in me and sat the standards high, since then I look at what I do with a very critical eye, thinking about what she would want me to change. Looking at this above I see a million things I could "fix". But the thing is that this is not supposed to be perfect. This is a leap of faith for me too. Not to push it too far.